Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:45 AM

"one of the best reasons why you're the closest friend or the furthest one was because i couldn't distinguish whether you're the fucking best or the greatest in bringing me happiness.
i'm not sure as to whether you're beautiful or meaningful .
but what i do know , if you get this message , i want you to read loud and clear to everyone that i'm the best in him , i'm the best he ever found . you're the best friend yet the furthest .
you're the best baby yet the sweetest .
happy new year! happy counting down !" text message sent by : _______ .

i really hope that this message was specially typed out by him to me alone . (:
cos i knw that you have more than one 'bestfriend' in life .
and i want to be the one who is all different from the others .
i want to be the very best which you would forever see me as smone special .
not special in a way of special friend . but special in a way of a friend . yknow ?
special in my very own way which noone has those speciality .
special in my very own way which noone can replace me in your life .
special in my very own way which you can't compare me with any human beings in the world .
you see , how special i want to be in your life .
that's because , you are in your own way , truly special to me .
noone can replace you in my life . and it's true .
despite you being continuously irritating and smhow rude and ego . (while you're joking .) :D
i still love you dearly . simply because i don't wish to lose smone so special to me .
since the day when our plan was ruined by me , and you show me the bad side of you .
i felt different . you are no longer that special smone . you've changed instantly in my eyes .
i've always been wanting to leave you a text message but i keep asking myself should i .
i've been missing you all this while and the others so much .
i just wanna spend my one full day with you guys .
soon . real soon . pretty soon , please .
i love you and the other guys equally .
but each of you are all pretty special in your own ways .

♥ i miss all of you . :'(

Last blogged @ 10:35 AM

alin : aper legong legong , abeh dah tertido , nk buat ape kan . hehee .

wani : hahaa . lol . kay , next time we lepak you bring your umbrella kay . tak kire rain or shine . gaaaaaaaah . oh ya , relink babe . (:

amiera : hahahaa . btol ! mcm dan kecik , kao tgk ah btol2 . gaaaaaaah . bynk kao punyer next week meet , tgk salam namaste at your house ! da nak bukak skola pon , cik kak ! i guess we not gonna meet till 4 jan . except kalao meet during countdown uh . love ya , barney !

far : tak habes-habes problem ! winkwink . gaaaaah .

schwantz : kay best ! abng hot dah relink . hah .

natasha/amiera : dah update dah ! i knw lah , korg miss noonoo sesgt kan . :D

Last blogged @ 10:22 AM

i wanna create a new blog due to a new great year ahead .
but according to my friends i dont have too .
so i'll think about it again ah . lol

my life is boring right now . well , kinda boring .
except for those times when i got to spend with my dearest .
other thn tht , it's nothing .
mcm no life sak . -.-
and so tht's why i cant wait for school re-open . (:

well , i saw those pictures which i shouldn't be looking at .
tapi if i see pon bring no harm whattt . -.-
the same old sweet talk mother fucker's trick . boriinnnnggg .
1st month , bear ? flowers ? necklace ?
the rest of the months ? just a wish ? lol .
hell no , i'm not jealous .
just feel like commenting . :D
to tasha , pls ehk , aku tk jealous nor i still have feelings towards him okay , bitch .

♥ you bitch , JP . i , BJ . hahahaha . for goodness sake , don't think dirty people . (:

Last blogged @ 10:09 AM

weeeeeee, 2010 is coming in a couples of hours.
and i cant wait.
sentosa with ruggers or town with cousins or home with parents. gaaaaaaaaah.
i've written dwn my new year resolution!
bynk woiii. hehee.
i just cant wait for school in 2010.
well same school, different classmates(younger classmates.heh)
but i guess i'm still gonna enjoy my days with them especially since i still have mel.
kan mel kan! (: sayannng kao. gaaaaaaaaaaah.

3 jan, jgn luper! (rema. mira. natasha. alin. liana.)
baby joanna's 1st month celebration.
tht one also i cant wait. (:

watched avatar! gereeeeeeeeeeeek dok.
only tht i went out of the cinema for like 3-4 times during tht around 2 and ahalf hour movie.
because of toilets and well smthing. :D
oh my heaven.
there's this 2-3 guy working at causeway cathay punyer lah hot.
mak oiiii. gaaaaaaaaah.

♥happy newyear in advance people. gaaaah.

Last blogged @ 9:56 AM

i miss blogging.
but first i wanna post abt netizens flooding on pages on their dissatisfaction on Sezairi’s win.
like mrepek sak.
dier dah menang tu dah menang lah.
why they have to say all those stuff.
he's looks is nothing to talk abt? he's not bad looking wht. kan miera kan? *winkwink*
(she's the distraction in everything. gaaaaaaaah)
atleast he sang the sound ' touched by an angel' wayyyy better thn slyvia. -.- true enough wht.
why cant these singaporean just shut their fat mouth ehk?
mcm lah slyvia bagos sgt, lagypon she's just a PR wht.
and this is SINGAPORE idol. not singapore PR idol. -.-
is it sezairi's fault that he obtain as many votes rather than the other contestant ?
tsktsk.
alurrrh, those who spills out their dissatisfaction is mostly chinese. bcos why.
the malay guys have been winning the title for the straight 3 years of s'pore idol? lol.

♥i love Sezairi Sezali! weeeeeeeee. (my boyfriend ehk miera ehk? gaaaaaah.)

Monday, December 21, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:52 AM

Find a guy,
who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says,
"That's her..."

♥love this.

Last blogged @ 2:44 AM

amiera raushan, iloveyou. :D
hahahaha, i laughed after i reading your blog, pig.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
yelahyelah, i undrstand lah, you busy woman! booo.
like as if. heh.
i want gossip with you alotalot! :D
i miss you lah pantat.
call me a.s.a.p tautautau.
anyway, i realise tht muke your twin brothrs, sikit2 mcm dan kecik! hahahahahahahha.

♥i miss you girlfriend!

Sunday, December 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:16 AM

i hate amiera binte raushan FOR NOW.
gaaaaaaaaaah.
she nvr want to spend time with me again!
24/7 with her outside friends!
each time i read your blog, mesti ader name nizamnizamnizamnizam. elielielielieli.
post lah psl aku ke, ckp "imissnoonoofreddo, my gossip partner, bestf!" gaaaaaaaaaaaah.
but idk who the hell is him ah. gaaaaaaaaah.
if you read my blog,
blng dier, he steal my bestf! hehee.
kao ni kentot btol!
srh aku call abeh each time aku call,
"amiera takde, kakak kluar, kakak takder dkat rmh."
pantat kao btol! heheeeeeeeeee.
idw to call you anymore ah, FAKE!
call aku lah babi! :D

♥i miss amiera bin raushan. but i hate her! :p

Last blogged @ 6:56 AM

i'm over the moon.
keep smiling to myself since (only kambeng knw why).
hehee. shhhhhhhhhhhhh.
gaaaaaaaaaaahh, going crazy.

rot at home the whole fucking day today till natasha asked me out.
chey, 'ask me out' sey. padahalpadahal. gaaaaaaaah.
had fun with her, gossipppppppppppping ehk?
hahahaha. bestnyerrrrrrr.
cute sak tu bdk! not you, the guy. *winkwink*
best kan we talktalk nonsense while eating our 'keropok lekor' yg rase mint2 sikit tu. hahahaha.
loveeeeeeeeee it.

okay, initial plan was to go pasar mlm.
abeh checkcheck pasar mlm dah no have!
babi btol, cpat sak dah habes.
saper ckp selalunye smpai sunday ah?!
gaaaaaaaaah.
so instead we bought muffin and slurpeeeeeeeeee and off to RC.
natasha! i hate tht girl sak.
dasar pelacur, dah gitu nk buat2 & peng2 crite pulak tu!
step baek jer, prangai sundal. kankankan? (:

yeahyeah, farlina is back! :D
cant wait to meet them, tuesday mayb right girls?
daaadaaa, loveya!

♥he is soooooo cuteeeeeeee! hahahaa *winkwink* secret tauuuu! :D

Thursday, December 17, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:39 PM

natasha: i knw lah. :D bocor rahsia! hahahaa.

mira.edora: maner ader aku menghilang. kao tu. hahahaha. -.-

ayeen: hahaha. aper jer ni galah! heh. ayeen! aku nk tarek rambut kao! :D

Last blogged @ 1:14 AM

nadia: heheee. yeahyeah, nk meet. anothr cousin outing? this time jgn lupe "UNCLES". hahaa.

peixiang: eh, we go down pondok eat bread with nutella okay? hahaa. -.-

natasha: kambing! last time people call you katak also right? hah. yeah, imy! biler nk meet? when guides, dance? hah.

guest: GUESTTTTTTTTT! who are you? tell me ah! :(

amiera: bdh punyer barney! hahaha. kater jer nk call aku! kaykay, when nk movie marathon? later i go rent okay. :D aku rindu kay giler babs sak. :( aku nk jumpe tashah. hahahaha. random sak.

Last blogged @ 12:49 AM

Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta

Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta

Last blogged @ 12:02 AM

i cant wait for tmr result.
hahaaaa.
mcm aku jer yg amek N level gitu. -.-
i cant wait to knw the ruggers result and harun and izhhar. -.-

i want to sleep, i'm sleepy.
today is just anothr boringggggggg day.
waaaaaaaaaa, far go cruise already.
2012!2012! heh, kidding.*inside joke*
talk to this smone of mine ytd night and he's full of shit. hah.
pls lah, your voice not nice okay!
suare jgn nk step hot kay.
my voice jgk nice! *winkwink*
your abang hot! btol.
dont expect me to say you hotter okay, cos i wont. :D
asked othr girls to say tht instead alright mister.
i knw i'm cute. hahahahaa.
see you soon asshole!

♥"if i need any help, i will let you knw." sound familiar? *winkwink* (yknw iknw ehk! tsktsk)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:05 AM

Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:28 PM

guest: hello. who are you? i'm fine. anyway, only certain people have the rights to call me bulldog or wht-so-evr okay? :D

mira edora: nonsensical ehk kao! gaaaaaaah. aku dah relink okay!! :D be happy. hah. miss you.

amiera: aku miss kao!!!!!!!!!!!! blanje mkn? mkn spagetti yok! kao tau msk kan? gaaaaaaah.

farleena: farrrrr! tasha dah tau psl aliff! hahahaha. secretsecret! :D shhhh.

amiera: i WANTTTTT BEN&JERRY SAK! CRAVING GILER BABS OI.heh.

alin: oi papan! hahahaa. :D

mkks: who are you? ape yg no more virgin? -.-

nyra: relinked darling. :D

farah starlight: tht time jadi wht? gaaaaaaah. we'll meet up soon okay? before next year. :D


"and ohh, lastly.
to dearest farleena, have a safe trip sweetheart! have fun and forget evrything here in spore kay? :D especially abt wht has been happening between the 3 of you lately. iloveyou."

Last blogged @ 11:15 PM

goodluck people for the N level result this friday.
i cant wait to see the ruggers result & fathullah harun's. gaaaaaaaaaaaah.
eh harun, jgn nk lari ehk.
you got mood or no mood i still wanna see your result. :D

i'm still sick! like wht the fuck,
the actifast panadol is so not effective! trust me. heeeee.
i love my sore-throat voice. -.-

yesterday was 'fuck-you'. gaaaaaaaaah.
thanks ehk thanks.
eh, i helped you already tau! rmbr dok. :D
i'm keeping your secrets.*winkwink*
you still owe me 'couples retreat' movie. peace.
see, now you could see i'm different frm all the othr girls out thr right? heh.
told ya, i'm special! *wide smile*

♥wooooooooooottttts, salam namaste! *winkwink* :D

Last blogged @ 10:40 PM

i want icecream.
i want vitagen.
i want BEN&JERRY.
i want meatballs spagetti.
i want fried crispy chicken wings.
i want beef pepperoni pizza.
i want KFC cheesefries.
i want double chocolate frappe.
i want milo ais cino.
i want mcspicy add cheese no lettuce.

i want to watch couples retreat.
i want to watch case 39.
i want to watch planet 51.
i want to watch syurga cinta again.
i want to watch salam namaste again.
i want to watch 16&pregnant again and again and again.

i want to meet amiera raushan.
i want to meet amira elis.
i want to meet muhammad nuriman.
i want to meet muhammad hafiz.
i want to meet syaifran sahlan.
i want to meet nazurah nazri.
i want to meet fazly masuary.
i want to meet syahrul izzat.
i want to meet fida'iy razin.
i want to meet nurfathin amira.
i want to meet rema melati.
i want to meet natasha amelia.
i want to meet syafiqah adlina.
i want to meet farah umairah.
i want to meet nadia azuar.
i want to meet nur naiyirah.
i want to meet syaza syazwina.
i want to meet fathullah harun.
i want to meet fazly osni.
i want to meet taufiq isa.
i want to meet kiki marzuki.
i want to meet jasmin irwan.
i want to meet shamil ridhuan.
i want to meet danial saha.
i want to meet ang peixiang.
i want to meet muhammad thaqim.
i want to meet nurfathin fathia.
i want to meet this 27 people.

♥pssssssssst, i'm bored.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:04 AM

• i miss ace.bye. hehee, yeah, i miss him smhow!idk why, hahahaha.
• smone paitao me todayy! hmph!
• i'm sick, thanks to dannish! iloveyou sweetheart. gaaaaaah. i'm going crazy.
• i miss barney! miera! aku baby bob kay. bcos i cuter! blueeeekk. hahaa. oi! maner kao menghilang? aku miss kao giler babs dok! heee. aku tgh chat dgn sdare kao! aku nk jumpe dier, dah jumpe nnt aku blng kao kay? hahaha. love kao, pantat.
• to mr ramlee and guest, plsplspls.this is my blog. jgn nk gdh kat sini okay? i want a clean blog! a clean tagboard!i gonna make clean my tagboard again and no more nonsense pls.urghhhh,to mr ramlee, ignore them sdh lah.you dont have to make a big fuss ovr wht had been said right? sigh.
• no more. no more.
  

♥clean tagboard pls! respect my blog.

Last blogged @ 6:39 AM

Saturday, December 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:20 AM

assalamualaikum encik ramlee. :D
sesungguhnye saye,nurulnazirah binte mohd zein has STOP talking abt your family lah okay.
i had nothing to do with your family whtttt.
tu crite dah lamer wht encik ramlee bin puteh.
i don't think you wanna talk abt tht crite again right?
your son pon dah ader mataer laen wht now, don't you knw tht?
so let me just make this clear once more okay,
i, nurulnazirah binte mohd zein had nothing to do with mr ramlee bin puteh's family. :D
sounds good?

♥daaadaaaa, takecare & so long.

Last blogged @ 4:02 AM

outdoor cooking was okay-okay ah.
footdrill was fun! hee.
confident!confident!
checkcheck tktau!
pantat btol.
me and amira was in the same grp.
alin, rema,natasha in one grp.
liana in anothr grp.
alahh, but we still work togthr. lol
we had a great time togthr right girls? heh.
tapi at the end of the day, smue bau asap!
i had a great time with tht minah ******.
KUNIK ah kao rema!
aku kidnap mataer kao baru tau! hahaa.
eh, tknktknk, aku nk amek mata dier jer. heh.
done! pictures below. sikit jer.

Last blogged @ 3:53 AM

i'm jealous, i swear.
but i shall just dun give a damn shit abt it.
right?
why am i still wanting to knw abt you.
why am i still wanting to knw abt your life.
why can't i just forgt you like how u totally forget me?
why can't i just move on so easily like how you did?
why can't my heart just erased off your name and those memories right this instant?
thn wht for i use all those vulgarities on you back thn right?
how stupid am i to be still thinking of you.
i hate myself when it comes to this.
but whtevr it is i hate you more.
i shall not talk and even think abt you anymore.
but for now, i'm missing smone i hate the most.
heartpain reading her blog, but it wont be for long.
I SWEAR! :D

Thursday, December 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:48 AM

i'm currently chatting with this cutecute people. gaaaaaaaah.
i miss schoolmates.

syazaa,
this girl so the fucking cute sak!
geramm oi! i want kidnap you! hahahaha.
later your boyf kill me. heh.
later we watch planet 51 togthr-gthr kay!
hahaaa.
i miss you lah bdk cutecute ni!

rema,
this girl so the fucking irritating sak!
hahahhahaa. padan muke kao saket! hahahaha.
get well soon tau minah ******. heh.
saturday pegy guides kay? :D
pegy dgn aku! aku nk hughug kao.
i miss you lah minah ****** ni! heehee.

peixiang,
i'm inlove with your stupid 'ugly' hair!
hahahahhahaha.

abng ly,
abng lyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i miss you fucking fucking much sak!
da lamer sungguh tk jumpe! :(
you ah, busy working!
i want meet you a.s.a.p!

amiera,
barneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i miss you! maner kao menghilang? :(
biler nk otp lagi ni! heeee.


♥i miss texting this particular boy. NB. heee